hv a crazy valentina's day ever!!!
work@10. nth special. off @ 7sth.
met up w/ John n SiuFa @ landmark. dinner @ the loop oyster bar! what a nice dinner.
after-drinking party@Wong's home!!!
thanks guyz!!! love you all! thanks for keepin me busy. so i just dun hv to stay alone!!!
woke up @ 11. went to visit victor today. after drink tea w/ auntie and uncle
13:48. Going to Stanley now. thanks for his happi valentine's day
went to kowloon bay met up w/ ndrew. v just stayed @ starbucks w/o talking w/ each other. NICE!
dinner @ APM w/ family, 6th uncle. since Yan has came back from australia
home@8:30...
Saturday, February 12, 2011
happi birthday to my best friend - choiko
work@11 today not too busy. but the thing is Dr chan approved one VIP come @5.30. so v hv to wait until she done evything before v can go. luckily i didnt plan on go to swimming@HKSI tonite. since i just dun feel like see him @ SI. will b feel so weird if i dun talk or dun look at him like i used to.
off@8.30. took 182 to home
another memoriable day on feb after 6/2, now i should add 11/2 on my schedule
i sent a super long msg to kaz at nite. it took me so fuckin long time to write in chinese. I realli hope he could reply me just one call or one word. but i got nth after waited for whole day.
hv class@ PWH and HKSI tonite. when i passed the swimming pool. i saw him was coaching there. wear a grey t shirt reddy short panties. he seems happi. so i asked myself y should i still keepin him. he is just not happi when he is w/ me. so why should i bother
hv a relax slow walk back home.
yeko n vincent came to my place.yeko wrote the <<break up>> text n vicent press the send buttom for me. WE ARE DONE
hv a super quick ride w/ vincent n yeko. they r just crazy!!!!! i can realli feel the SPEED! sweet soup @ taiwai. home@2.
talked w/ choiko on facebook. i just missed the way v used to talk! choiko you will b my best friend ever!
got tubed and no anesthetized just for today. still cannot talk while tubed and IV-ing. but luckily I can type and sit up... but i got nth inside my head except my grandpapa and you.
Dr Ho asks me to go back for the 2nd IV at nighttime. since the morning one does not respond so go w/o anesthetized. it was painful when i was doing that. but sth realli make me happi since I saw/ feel kaz was sitting beside my bed. it was just so REAL! but i know it wont happen
nth special today. stayed at hospital for whole day. I even smell like i m in the hospital when i m home. my clothes caught the smell. when i do the IV. i just look up on the ceiling half sleep, feels like i m dreaming. saw my grandpapa talking with me. after I done the IV, I just hv no idea what i can do w/ his condition now. got nth inside my head all white out. I feel so helpless. feel so sorry for my grandpapa. I can do nth nothing to help him. all the ppl around me sayin he is dyin... what can i do?! FOR SURE I wouldnot cry in front of those stupid family members! I SWEAR TO GOD U GUYZ GOT NO CHANCE
grandpapa. i know what you want me to do. i can feel it, dun worry i will be there for you. I love you!
grandpapa still at the ICU now.
n for myself, eventualli got out of hospital after tubed n half anesthetized for 3.5days. cannot talk n move, but I can feel all the ppl walking around me. it feels good because I feel like I m half sleeping, I can hv a rest after hving an exhausted life after grandpa got into ICU. I can at least escaped from the realistic. thanks Dr Ho.
NO ONE DARE TO TOUCH MY GRANDPAPA! i swear to GOD
dun hv to work today. woke up @ 9 sth went to hospital to do exercise test plus the treadmill thing. i have been waiting for 2 months since I have black out on Nov last year. eventualli I got holiday to do all the examinations. Dr Ho's nurse has been calling me and tried to arrange the apptmt for me. I m sorry. i just dun think that will come bak again. the running actualli was pretti tiring because I hate running. nyway. Dr Ho also go thru the body check for me. TSH is still ok. but still he will keep eyes on it >u<
called him in the morning, no one pick it up. and I called him again. he just cut my line... this is the 5th I heard nth from him
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